What I’ve been doing during “RONA”

I know times are hard for most and uncertain for us all, but here’s what I’ve been doing to keep me sane!

1.meditation

2.working out

3.doing facials

4.watching the same Netflix shows over and over(brings me comfort)

5. Everyday I start with the mantra “I’m grateful, I’m thankful, I’m blessed” it helps to put things into perspective.

I know things suck right now and everything is closed and people are dying rapidly, but we have to remember to follow what the surgeon general is telling us and to stay inside and wash it hands!! If everyone follows he rules set in place this will be over much sooner. It blows my mind how some governors aren’t taking this serious and letting people go out and crowd places. This will never be over if everyone doesn’t all come together.

Stay positive and stay inside!

I am not okay with this review.

Netflix’s new series I am
Not okay with this is now available to binge and boy did I binge all 7 episodes. Only took me about 2 and half hours(my personal best). The show is about syd( a normal teenage white girl) who is dealing with the sudden loss of her father. She’s angry and awkward and is secretly inlove with her best friend. She befriends Stanley whos super dorky and cool and who takes a liking to her. Syd then notices that everytime she’s
Really angry she has powers. I will say that’s one of the things the show has going for it! The soundtrack is also amazing. I also
LOVE that Netflix casts actual teenagers to play teenagers! The cast is adorable and the chemistry is there! Personal fave and probably everyone’s fave after watching: STANLEY
BARBER! He’s just a good bean okay. No spoilers here but seriously watch it so we can get a season two! The last episode HOLY SHIT, I didn’t see that coming. I do think they could have sped it up a bit or gave us more episodes, I feel like a bit was missing. But I guess that just leads way for season 2. I give it 4/5. I’m curious now how they’ll do a second season after the finale! Happy binge!!

Know your history ✊🏾

In 1963 4 Little girls were burned alive and killed in a Baptist church in Birmingham. imagine being in a place of worship and safety and NOT knowing you were about to die. Absolutely SICKENING!!

Know your history ✊🏾

Harriet Tubman! Over 11 years Harriet rescued and SAVED 70 slaves. Talk about a legendary WOMAN🏆 the courage and strength she had to have to lead those scared people to freedom: GOOSEBUMPS!

Birds of prey preview

HI I had to upload this BEFORE even seeing the film because honestly I’ve HAD ENOUGH. Birds of prey was released Friday night and ALREADY( its only Saturday) people(men) are shitting on it and calling it a ” FEMINIST AGENDA”. And they’re tired of Hollywood pushing this theme/ agenda on them. They didn’t like charlies angels, the new terminator or Star Wars. They’re sick of it and it’s not realistic because they can’t relate to it. Okay sir who GIVES A FUCK?! This film is not made for sweaty 30 year men who live in their moms basement or have no social life! This is a female empowerment film made for… you guessed it WOMEN. It’s for us to see ourselves represented as strong leads and not just your sidekick love interests!!! The absolute FACT that you’re going to see this movie just to bash it and say “we don’t need another feminist film” PROVES the point that we in fact need to KEEP making these films until y’all get the fuck over it!!! This is the norm and NOT just some fantasy we’ve cooked up! Women and men are equals!! And we can do what you do and most of the time BETTER.

These films are directed by women, written by women and starring women for WOMEN. No one cares about your less than relevant opinion Adam. Take your sexist unwanted remarks elsewhere! But also thanks for spending 15 bucks to go see a movie you HATE. Giving us that top box office appeal!! And to the women who are also saying they hate these types of films: DO do BETTER JANICE. It’s not 1702. Do you wanna be a sidekick making less than men for the rest of your life?!!!Rant over. Go see the film and support these bad ass female actresses who had to train incredibly hard and did most of their own stunts!!! Support your local girl gang!! Women are the BEST!!!

Yes Demi 🕊

Demi returned to the stage for first time since 2018 after she overdosed. She sang her song “anyone ” that she wrote days before she overdosed . Just the amount of courage and strength it took to get up there in front of her peers and people she looks up to , and sing her absolute heart out about being depressed is amazing. I don’t know if I could’ve done it! Demis been through ENTIRELY too much to only be 26/27, but that’s what Hollywood/Disney does to you. These kid stars who grow up to have all these issues were put under too much pressure as children. To be the only one paying the bills and supporting an entire cast/ crew and your family is a lot for any teenager. So I’m not surprised that Demi struggles because she had those issues with herself before Disney and being a celebrity made it worse. I just actually NEED her to get a team that cares about her and watches over her. She could have died and that would’ve been it! I pray and hope her time away from the spotlight she really healed and took it seriously. Mental health is no joke and it will have you feeling all types of low and looking for a fix from anything . I’m not entirely happy she’s signed with scooter Braun, but if he can give her what Ariana has let’s do it. She’s got WAY too much talent And passion just to waste it all . Demi we ready for you 🕊

US

CAN I JUST SAY WHAT WE ARE ALL THINKING?! Lupita was majorly SNUBBED by this awards season. This entire movie and cast was! Lupita played not ONE but TWO characters and she played them with every last breath of her!! She carried this whole damn movie and ACTED her ass off! And you mean to tell me she didn’t get a Oscar nomination for this?! You mean to tell me this original script and screenplay didn’t get nominated? You mean to tell me Jordan peele didn’t get nominated?! I’m so tired! But yet we nominated scar-jo TWICE and for what? She’s good – yes, but she’s nowhere NEAR ON LUPITA LEVEL. Lupita sweetie I’m so sorry holly-racist doesn’t know talent!

American horror story

Hello horror fans! Some rather exciting news for us American horror story fans. The show has been renewed up to season 13 which is shocking news because we all thought this past season was the last. And maybe it should’ve been. Don’t get me wrong I LOVE THE SHOW and the actors!! But these last few seasons have been so lackluster and I’m just like eh about it being renewed. The last season I really paid attention to was …..( in deep thought) I don’t really know to be honest . I had such HIGH hopes for American horror story apocalypse and then it just fell FLAT. So after that I can’t really get into it. Hopefully this next season is consistent and SCARY.

We’ve had haunted hotels, the circus theme, the haunted house, and Coven just to name a few.

What theme are you hoping we get for the next season ?!

Is romance dead?

I , a 28 year old women like creature has yet to experience real true genuine love.

Not for the lack of trying believe me. I’ve been on TONS of dates and something like dates, for the other person to disappear or only want sex. Romance is dead on my generation. No one opens the door anymore or buys you flowers.

I blame every romance novel and film for getting my hopes up. Nothing in the real world is even close to that. I mean I haven’t come across it yet.

I’ve been on the verge a few times but ending up falling short. Now this also very well could be the fact that I don’t put myself out there ALOT. I’m not sorry, I’ve done the whole party every weekend scene and it’s genuinely hard to find someone to connect to whilst they’re drunk. And would you believe that I haven’t randomly bumped into a handsome stranger for him to fall madly in love with me?! The utter outrage. Also let’s talk about dating sites because that’s how EVERYBODY is meeting their significant other now. I’ve been on a couple for like a week or so each. Nothing ever bites and when they do it’s for, you guessed it a HOOKUP. Why do guys just think you wanna fuck them right away!? Like I went on a date once where every time I asked a question about him he started to talk about something else. Which alone should’ve been a red flag. This one guy I had zero interest in at all messaged me and we went to high school together, so I though wow how random. I thought he was flirting because he wanted to date me and he was flirting because he just wanted sex.

Now can you see why I’m a little cynical.?! Not to mention almost every single guy I’ve had anything with in the last 10 years was a BUM. Sucking all of my light out of me. Literally, a STRAIGHT UP BUM. No ambition, no charm, no respect and sometimes no damn job. But that also is about me settling because I don’t wanna be ALONE.

But here I am almost (30), with 10 years worth of dating horror stories and growth! I’ve learned what I don’t want and what I do want!! And most importantly I’ve fallen madly in love with ME. And me deserves the flowers for no reason and being spoiled on her birthday by someone else. Me deserves someone to be genuinely interested in me and what I have to say. Me deserves someone making me waffles because they’re better than pancakes. Me deserves the BEst.

I’m going to school full time next week for 5 months and will I meet someone? Or a few someone’s?! I am in the environment where people meet other people, I’ll let you know how it goes.

Despite how negative this post is, I have high hopes for 2020! I will fall inlove. (Hopefully)

Donald J Trash

Number 45 has finally been impeached! And he’s the third president to do so. And the democrats got him there. What a beautiful end to this shitty year! But let’s not forget the monster that waits behind him -pence. We have to get the whole entire team outta THERE!!!