Rain on me

Lady gaga and Ariana did what they had to do PERIOD!!! “I rather be dry but at least I’m alive”, I’m so happy Gaga has returned to the gaga we all know and fell in love with!! I understand she wanted to try other things and genres but this music is truly her lane!!! I LOVE this song and it’s video. I’m living for the robotic/alien early 2000s looks. It was perfect with gaga but you add Ariana and IM BALD HONEY!!! The looks, the choreography , the vibes , the message! This is the song we all needed but didn’t know we needed. It’s been on repeat since its debut! I can just imagine this song during pride and it makes me so GIDDY but sad that ms. Rona came and ruined our summer. I was surprised to see Ariana keep up with Gaga’s routines and happy gaga didn’t out-dance her and she stayed on the same pace with Ariana. This is an entire summer BOP. 5/5, check it out! I’m LOVING ALL these female features all the girls have been doing and I’m LIVING for this era GAGA!

Watermelon sugar 🍉🍓

Harry heard our cries and FINALLY released watermelon sugar -the video! Not only is the video super colorful and fun, It’s 70s fashion themed and a total vibe!! There’s women all of different sizes and colors !! And this is what we like to call diversity Huns!! Harry genuinely looks happy, relaxed and to be having the time of his life. Watermelon sugar is about -look away prudes- *oral sex* and how you just can’t get enough. So afcourse we have harry and the models eating a lot of fruit and we even have the women having orgasms. The whole video is like a giant fruity hippie orgy and IM HERE FOR IT!!! Mr. styles never disappoints . Check it out and get that summer feeling that we most definitely won’t be getting due to Corvid-19.

I am not okay with this review.

Netflix’s new series I am
Not okay with this is now available to binge and boy did I binge all 7 episodes. Only took me about 2 and half hours(my personal best). The show is about syd( a normal teenage white girl) who is dealing with the sudden loss of her father. She’s angry and awkward and is secretly inlove with her best friend. She befriends Stanley whos super dorky and cool and who takes a liking to her. Syd then notices that everytime she’s
Really angry she has powers. I will say that’s one of the things the show has going for it! The soundtrack is also amazing. I also
LOVE that Netflix casts actual teenagers to play teenagers! The cast is adorable and the chemistry is there! Personal fave and probably everyone’s fave after watching: STANLEY
BARBER! He’s just a good bean okay. No spoilers here but seriously watch it so we can get a season two! The last episode HOLY SHIT, I didn’t see that coming. I do think they could have sped it up a bit or gave us more episodes, I feel like a bit was missing. But I guess that just leads way for season 2. I give it 4/5. I’m curious now how they’ll do a second season after the finale! Happy binge!!

Goodbye decade 🥳 hello 2020🍾

At the beginning of this decade I was fresh out of high school(no diploma), no job, no friends and super depressed. and I was lying to everyone around me about what I was I doing with my life. Truth is I wasn’t doing anything and that killed me and I was ashamed. I felt hopeless for the first half of the decade and my 20s , like it would never get better. And for a long time it didn’t. It only got worse. I couldn’t get a job, I couldn’t pass my math ged (always 4 points off) and my friends didn’t understand depression/mental health and walked away. Fast forward to the end of the decade and I’ve had 3 jobs and been in college since 2016, I’ve put my work on hold to go back to school full time in January, I’ve launched a blog/website, started selling my jewelry. Fell inlove, fell out of of love, fell in love with myself, cut off a toxic 10 year nothingship, realized money doesn’t make you happy, made new friends who feel like family, traveled to Mexico, North Carolina, South Carolina , Georgia, California, became much more confident in myself, I became comfortable In my sexuality and so so much more. Started working out and looking after myself. Looking back I’ve accomplished ALOT And I’ve come so far! Shanise from 2010 would NEVER even dream half of this would happen. If I would have gave up in 2012,2013,2014 I wouldn’t be here and wouldn’t have been able to experience the amazing things I have. I’m glad to be saying goodbye to this decade. Although the end of it was amazing , it was still a very hard 10 years for me and I really went through it! Here’s to 2020🥂🍾 and to hoping I’ve finally found my way and I can let go of all the past bullshit. Here’s to another 10 years!!!!! (Please be better than the last)🥳🍾

HAPPY NEW YEARS, BE SAFE🍾🥂🎶

Goodbye 2019

Here’s the thing, the god honest truth, 2019 was the hardest year I’ve had in a long time. I went fresh into the new year with a new job and a new semester of school and full of hope(New website). Ended up succeeding in work but failed an entire semester of school. I dropped out temporally. I made new friends whilst keeping the old ones. New friends turned out not to be so good for my mental health. Old friends started new ventures and moved away. Cue my mental health taking another dive. My love life, completely toxic and full of drama. Cue my mental health taking ANOTHER dive. For the first time in years, I felt hopeless and just useless. I was working non-stop and was miserable. I felt like my life was going nowhere. In August I started pushing everyone away. And by November I could barley leave my bed unless I had to go to work. I wasn’t sleeping and my mind was in overdrive . Without getting to TMI on the god awful internet, I just want to say all of this sucked major ass and I’m going into 2020 hopeful. I’m making a lot of changes for the new year and I just hope I’m back here alive on December 27 ,2020 to tell you all about my amazing wonderful year. I’m rooting for myself for the first time EVER. Happy New Years 🥳

Best Netflix shows of 2019☑️

  • Here’s my absolute favorite shows of 2019. All of them being Netflix shows. And I binged them all.
    1. Sex education
      The society- mind you before I watched it…I had a dream about this same exact plot and was like wow this would be a good show/movie🥴🙄
      You- no matter how creepy dan Humphrey was/is , it’s still a very good watch!
  • What shows have you been watching and loving this year?
  • Best franchises of the decade👏

    As we end another decade. Let’s look back on some of the best movie franchises it had to offer.

    1. The avengers franchise- also the highest grossing franchise EVER.
    2. Star Wars- the last Jedi, the force awakens, the rise of sky walker
    3. The Hunger Games
    4. Paranormal activity franchise
    5. Fifty shades of grey
    6. Iron man-1,2,3
    7. Captain America-1,2,3
  • 8.Thor-1,2,,3
  • I’m almost certain I’m missing some. But here are the films i enjoyed and watched the most this past 10 years. What were your favorites?! Did they make the list?!
  • Queen and slim

    I waited to do this review because I simply didn’t wanna seem unsupportive of the black arts. I was super excited when I first saw the trailer earlier this year and LOVED the concept of a black-chocolate Bonnie and Clyde. And to some extent this was just that. But it was also a HUGE letdown. The actors did AMAZING. They did what they could with the script and acted their asses off. The storyline has huge plot holes. And generally just didn’t seem like it knew what kind of story it wanted to tell. The film was beautifully shot. But it just wasn’t as great as the black community is hyping it up to be. It was boring.( I hate to say it), but it was boring. There was a point I fell asleep during it and woke up and nothing still had happened. The ending pissed me off and the whole film just didn’t seem likely. The only touching part of the film was the end. I hate even being this negative towards this film because it had the potential and the acting was superb!!! But it just fell short for me. But maybe that’s just me and maybe I was expecting to much, who knows! Still go see it and support the black arts!!!