Hello the new me

  • This new me is a me I’ve secretly met many times before. But loudly afraid of reactions and loosing friendships I’ve kept her (closeted). I’ve always come back to her just to keep her hidden away. Safe. She was perfect . Pure. I didn’t want anyone to see her really or to ruin her. I let a bit of her shine every-once and a while, then I get scared and tell her ” that’s enough now, don’t do too much now”

I think she’s who I’m meant to be. She’s fiercely everything I ever wanted to be. She loves me unconditionally. I hope she stays in me. She arrived late but just in time. The end of a decade full of wondering and left behinds. Girl 2020 and beyond is your time to SHINE. hello new me it’s so fucking nice to finally feel free to be you❤️


As we all know or should know, june is pride month. The celebration of the lgtbq community and love. But as of late, PRIDE has become a capitalist JACKPOT. Every store in the mall is selling rainbow this and love is love this. Which is amazing and all but will stop as SOON as June ends. I know June is pride month and it makes “heterosexual” sense to only sell queer shit during pride…. but think of all of money they would TRULY make if they sold queer things year round! Since it’s only about the money and what not. And you now have big companies (HM) seeking out lgbtq celebrities and influencers to help sell their gay products. Which in one way is good Because diversity and inclusion is IMPORTANT. But they’re only using them to push their fake gay agenda. The point is they don’t really care about the community. Come July 1st every company and “ally” will go back to ignoring the injustice towards the lgbtq and won’t do anything but be fake outraged on the internet. Want to actually be a good ally and be helpful?! Donate to the go fund mes of the struggling trans people who are brutally attacked day by day. Support queer artists and business yEAR ROUND. Sell love is love and rainbow shit YEAR ROUND. If you see someone of the lgtbq community being attacked or harassed do your part to help, even if it’s just by calling the police! Speak up! Don’t just stand by and feel bad and go “it’s not my problem or place” . We’re all humans and bleed the same at the end of the day. Be a friend. Be kind. Be an ally. TRULY. Pride isn’t just June, its 365 days out of the year. Stop capitalizing off our sexuality!!! Side note:STRAIGHT PRIDE IS THE DUMBEST SHIT EVER.🤢


Happy pride 🌈! Here’s a list of lgtbq movies for you to enjoy this month and always🌈 what’s some of your favorite lgbtq films ? my absolute favorite is blue is the warmest color and call me by your name is just insanely aesthetically beautiful.

  1. Love Simon
  2. Call me by your name
  3. Below her mouth
  4. The feels
  5. Duck butter
  1. Blue is the warmest color
  2. but I’m a cheerleader
  3. Moonlight
  4. Broke back mountain
  5. Milk
  6. Carol


Last year I stepped outside of my “artist” box and started a photography art series titled (BLOOM). I actually enjoyed it much more than I thought I would and got to experience a different type of fullness that I’ve never gotten before. I titled it bloom because it was me opening up to a different sensual/artistic side of me that I kept locked away for so long. I was “blooming”. Long story short I don’t claim to be a life changing amazing ARtIST okay. I’m doing my best here and in general think my art is pretty basic and shit. But doesn’t every artist think that? Here’s my new project titled (sex). Hope you enjoy. Please be kind. Or don’t, sis doesn’t really care either way.