People

“I don’t understand people. I don’t get them at all. I try and try to paint myself this social people loving bunny, but I’m not. I haven’t had the best luck with people. Like I’ve met some serious shitty people in my life. Some real fucking pieces of shit. They’ve used and used me again and then blamed it all on me. Maybe I am to blame for being so fucking thick EVERY time. I mean I put walls up and I’m a BITCH. I let them down and BAM I get used over and over to again. I often wonder how I look to other people? Do I look as pathetic and deprived of love as I feel?! Are these feelings even real or just in my head?! Fight or flight. Am I fighting to survive or just flighting? Sometimes days. Weeks . Months go by and I can’t remember a single thing. Not one. Is that sad? Fight or flight?”

Life

“But what I’m trying to tell you all is life is hard. I mean like actually hard. Especially when you’re a 28 year old broken depressive-anxiety ridden weirdo who thinks she’s gonna die anytime she does anything remotely exciting. But what I’m telling you is life is hard. Especially when you are comfortable with your quirks. You love them. You fuck them. Only for people to hate them. Life is hard man. Especially when everyone is SHOUTING BE YOURSELF… and then you are and then they don’t like you. But the thing is life will always be hard, what matters most is getting back up to fight another round no matter how hard. Life is HARD. But anything worth having shouldn’t be easy. As cliche as it sounds, if it’s easy it’s not worth it. Because what will you learn if you get every thing you want every time you want it?”-shanise lachelle

It vs it🤡

Celebrating the upcoming release of IT:chapter 2 and because I’m SO EXCITED,Here’s a question that’s been on mind since the remake in 2017. What’s the general public’s favorite? It the original or the remake?! Mines is the remake 100%. Even though the original scared me as a child and made me afraid of clowns, the remake blew it out of the water! So which is it…. original or remake?

Update🔈

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Dear teenage shanise

  1. Your stepdad was right you’re gonna get your heart broken 100 million times over before you even hit 25.
  2. You don’t really like party’s or going out. But you’ll do it anyway to just socialize.
  3. You don’t like socializing all the time or making new friends. It’s exhausting.
  4. You’ve yet to find your tribe. But you will
  5. Your current friends don’t really get you and think you’re a weirdo. Newsflash you ARE A WEIRDO.
  6. You’re gonna date ALOT of fuckboys. So many you’ll convince yourself you’re a lesbian. (And maybe you are)And god is trying to teach you a lesson through suffering 🤷🏾‍♀️
  7. You will suffer greatly from depression and anxiety and very few people in your life will understand you. Or stick around
  8. You’ll give up trying to please everyone . And everyone will call you crazy and a bitch in return but oh well.
  9. You’ll launch a website and begin to work towards opening your own online shop. That’s the most exciting thing to come sis just you wait.😁
  10. You’ll experience life in ways you never thought you needed to . But it’ll break you and make you the strongest person you’ll ever know. Just hold on girl , there’s so much more in store for you. Hold on

Stranger things 3

Don’t worry this is super spoiler free! But man oh man was this season an very emotional ride. I woke up 7 am today and at freshly 2:45 finished this season. With only two bathroom breaks and eating twice. Can I just scream EL IS THAT BITCH OKAY. Sis is constantly saving EVERYONE ALL THE TIME. Like I hope she’s resting and taking a much needed break. She deserves it. Also NANCY is that bitch and is very handy with multiple types of guns. Also ms. BUYERS that MOM. The only mom we will acknowledge in this show. Dacre montgomery was BRILLIANT as billy. But we already knew what he was capable of acting wise. Out of all 3 seasons, this season by FAR was my favorite. I… just lost for words. Well done everyone. Well done.👏👏👏 the ending alone deserves all the EMMYS!!!!

LIZZO LIZZO LIZZO😋

Now I’ve seen miss LIZZO all over social media for being body positive and embracing and loving every INCH of herself and not apologizing for it. At first few glances I was like cool sis I support it. Never gave her a second glance. Then she just kept popping up all over my Instagram. And THEN sis OWNED THE BET AWARDS. And I just had to STAN after her performance. Sis was twerking and then turned around and played the FUCKING FLUTE!!! A 🔈FLUTE! All while still dancing and maintaining flawless vocals! Like I said I’ve decided to STAN forever. LIZZO is flawless and a breath of fresh air. I’m in-love. I hope she doesn’t let this boxed music industry change her at all. She’s PERFECTION. Check her out! You won’t be disappointed. She’s a great role model for young girls. She loves her full figure and refuses to apologize for it and her music SLAPS. LIZZO Issa yea for me hunny📍