BLACKPINK in your area!

. BLACKPINK!!!!. Now I’ll be the first to admit…I was EXTREMELY nervous when it came to this album. Their first two singles ( even though they’ve grown on me now) were kind of a let down and repetitive. But lovesick girls didn’t let me down ONE BIT. From the actual single lovesick girls to the video, I AM LIVING. IM SHOOK….I actually low-key thought this album would sound the same. They really had me worried, but of course the girls came through and went SUPER HARD. and even have a few songs telling the haters to F off and they’re those girls for a reason!!

Favorites: PRETTY SAVAGE

Love to hate me

I’f you’ve been on the fence about blackpink or if you’re a black pink hater, listen to this album. It may change your mind!!! Either way the girls don’t care. And I’m living for SAVAGE BLACKPINK. YESSS GIRLS.

The Craft is finally here.

The Craft REBOOT OR REMAKE…I’m not quite sure which, but it’s finally here! Well the poster and trailer that it is. It seems to be trying to do something a bit different than the original while copying the original story line. So I’m honestly a bit confused on how it will play out. First impressions from the poster, I was HYPED. first impressions from the trailer, I’m big worried. It does look decent and the acting seems fine, it’s just when they’re showing the girls using magic it looks a little *disney* to me and cringe. I know sometimes trailers suck and don’t do the movie Justice. So I’ll hold out until I can actually watch the entire film to judge. I’m still excited for it, and of course it can’t replace or beat the original. But maybe it’s not trying to and it’s continuing the legacy, hence the movie name. They do make a few references to the original, so I’m very curious to see how it all plays out. You know the plot already, new lonely cute (white) girl moves to town and befriends a bunch of other lonely cute girls. I will say I like the little diversity we got going on this reboot. We have a CHOCOLATE black actress, a trans actress, a Jewish actress and then our white lead. I’m a fan of the actresses by themselves, so I’m also curious to see their on-screen chemistry. I also LOVE that it’s being released during October and just in time for the best Holiday ever-Halloween. It already gets points from me for that. Guess we will just have to wait until October 28 to see if it flops or it’s a Bop. I’m sure I’ll enjoy it either way. Are you down for the remake or over remakes ?! Let me know down below.

What I love is….

  • Rainy days and days that it doesn’t rain but it still smells like it
  • Anything that reminds me of the 90s/2000s and my childhood. I immediately feel safe there
  • Life’s lessons. They’re hard and suck. But here’s the thing life will continue to send you the same lesson until you pass it.
  • Holding hands. Playing with fingers. All of it. It’s mine to hold
  • Loving someone so honestly and wholeheartedly. That shit feels soo good
  • Loving YOURSELF so honestly and wholeheartedly. That shit feels extra good
  • Laughing so hard I cry.
  • Laughing so hard I can’t breathe
  • Good books and stories that I can usually finish in a day or two.
  • My stories. I Go back to them and read them from time to time.
  • Poetry
  • Slowing down in the moment and just being PRESENT.
  • Warm people. People that feel like home.
  • Robert Downey jr. that’s it. That’s the tweet and send
  • A great sense of humor can go a long way!( I once talked myself out of failing a class by making the teacher giggle.
  • Baby giggles. They’re the purest thing in the world.
  • Baby cuddles- also pure.
  • Smell of fresh babies-best smell in the world
  • Red velvet cake
  • Broccoli and cheese pasta/rice
  • Art- music. Movies. Paintings
  • Halloween
  • The holidays
  • Warm vibes
  • The quiet
  • Late nights
  • Vacations
  • What I love is…….
  • Hello the new me

    • This new me is a me I’ve secretly met many times before. But loudly afraid of reactions and loosing friendships I’ve kept her (closeted). I’ve always come back to her just to keep her hidden away. Safe. She was perfect . Pure. I didn’t want anyone to see her really or to ruin her. I let a bit of her shine every-once and a while, then I get scared and tell her ” that’s enough now, don’t do too much now”

    I think she’s who I’m meant to be. She’s fiercely everything I ever wanted to be. She loves me unconditionally. I hope she stays in me. She arrived late but just in time. The end of a decade full of wondering and left behinds. Girl 2020 and beyond is your time to SHINE. hello new me it’s so fucking nice to finally feel free to be you❤️

    Scariest people in horror history 🎃

    Here’s my top scariest horror icons. Keep in mind this is my (OpInIon). 🔈

    1. Orange man- he’s ruining our country.
    2. Jeepers creepers- he comes back every 23 years for 23 days to eat/kill. no matter how many times you kill him.
    3. Pennywise- he’s a demon clown who Prays on you and your fears .
    4. Freddy Kruger – also prays on your fears but while you’re sleeping. Need I say more?!
    5. Leather face- although he stays in Texas, still highly disturbing and horrifying.
    6. Michael Myers- has no motive and literally dies every movie and still comes back to kill everyone and everybody for no reason at all. He’s straight ruthless.

    Bloodshot and waste

    Dove Cameron has finally released her solo music and we’ve only been waiting 6 years. Upon the dual release Cameron tweeted that she was so happy for us to finally hear her original music and that it took her so long because basically the music business can be tricky and sneaky. I for one am pleasantly surprised with the musical tone she decided to go with. Dove has a musical theater and Disney channel back ground, mix that with her big green eyes and long blonde hair, I kind of had her as another great straight pop artist . But with bloodshot and waste, they’re much more stronger than a lot of pop songs out right now and they’re a lot grittier. It’s definitely not what you would expect from dove. Both videos are filmed in black and white and both songs are more of a slow gradual pull. I’m impressed with her first two singles and can’t wait to hear more of what she has to offer.

    The year 28 has taught me

    1. Fuck boys are for little girls who have time on their hands and nothing to do. Not women with plans , goals and ambition. Drop them . You know Them when you see them
    2. Drama is pointless and literally gives you a migraine. Stay clear of EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING THAT BRINGS IT.
    3. Paying bills is an unnecessary necessity unfortunately but makes you feel like a real life grown up with your shit together.
    4. Paying your bills ahead of time makes you feel even better
    5. You’re a little ocd now and have become uneasy when areas are dirty. (I think I’m turning into my mother)
    6. Your work ethic has approved. You’re taking on more but you’re also getting tired faster
    7. Drink LOTS OF WATER. And wine but mostly WATER
    8. YOU’VE been working out a lot this year. Keep it up. Your body thanks you
    9. You smell bullshit a mile away and don’t put up with it no matter who it’s from.
    10. When something bothers you… speak up or it’ll continue to bother you.
    11. You plan on going back to school full time In January. ( keep that promise)
    12. You plan to move out in the next two years. (Keep to it)
    13. Youre into planning and making lists now. (Real life old lady in the making)
    14. You rather go get dinner and drinks versus going to a hott sweaty club.
    15. Which brings us here… you’ve drank way too much between 21-27 and now you can barley drink at all.( sad times)
    16. You like routine and order When things do not go as planned or the routine changes it bothers you DEEPLY.
    17. You HATE asking for help and get it done faster when you don’t have to ask anyone.
    18. People in their early 20s have NOTHING in common with you shanise. You’re almost 30 sister. Stop trying to hang with the young folks. And it explains why they aggravate you. ( damn youths)
    19. You’re gaining more patience with children ( maybe they’re coming for you sooner than you think.
    20. You’ve been acutely aware of the fact that your getting older and have been secretly holding on to childish things and childish ways. It’s okay, let go. 29 and your 30s are gonna be AWESOME.
    21. 28 hasn’t been that bad either.
    22. Boys who don’t have their shit together doesn’t appeal to you.
    23. Boys in general does nothing for you.
    24. Now a MAN….
    25. you’re worth so much more than you give yourself credit for. You’re doing so much better than you give yourself credit for. You got this.