Permission To Dance Concert Review. Part : One

Hi friends, I’m finally able to look at my pictures/videos without CRYING. So I’m ready to talk about my trip to BTS world and seeing the boys not once but TWICE live. I’m still unable to find the words and I’m still in utter belief that they were real. So here we go, I’ll beContinue reading “Permission To Dance Concert Review. Part : One”

Jesy has quit little mix!

I’ve waited a bit to write about this, as my heart is broken. Broken for PERRIE, jade and leigh, broken for mixers but most importantly broken for jesy!! Her dream and passion has been ripped from her , because of cruel and disgusting human beings who thought it was their job to tear this gorgeousContinue reading “Jesy has quit little mix!”

2020 isn’t really all that bad..

2020 has been quite the year already and it’s not even over yet. But while the whole world seems to falling apart and trying to heal itself, I’ve been having one the most productive and busiest years of my life. Who knew all it took was covid and lockdown to kick my ass into gear.Continue reading “2020 isn’t really all that bad..”

Go on jesy👏

Congratulations to NTA winner jesy Nelson!! She won for her documentary on cyber bullying. I’m so proud of her for opening up and super proud of her for winning!! and to top it all off she looked AMAZING. Absolutely stunning.

Untitled

I can’t wait to finally be SEEN. For someone to look at me and really SEE me . To really know me like I know me. To understand me. To actually listen to me. To notice things about me that I don’t have to tell them. To love me the way I love me. IContinue reading “Untitled”

Sex

Don’t be alarmed by the title. It’s truth time. The last few years have been something of a mind FUCk considering my sexuality. And I don’t mean in the way you’re thinking. Ever since I got boobs I was the center of attention for boys. Mix that with the fact that I was super tinyContinue reading “Sex”

Single

The thing about being single is , I’ve been “single” or on my own for so long I’ve lost the interest to be with someone. I’ve had so many failed relationships it’s made me hard and unable to open up to anyone. It’s like why bother when I’ll probably just end up disappointed like IContinue reading “Single”

Goodbye decade 🥳 hello 2020🍾

At the beginning of this decade I was fresh out of high school(no diploma), no job, no friends and super depressed. and I was lying to everyone around me about what I was I doing with my life. Truth is I wasn’t doing anything and that killed me and I was ashamed. I felt hopelessContinue reading “Goodbye decade 🥳 hello 2020🍾”

Goodbye 2019

Here’s the thing, the god honest truth, 2019 was the hardest year I’ve had in a long time. I went fresh into the new year with a new job and a new semester of school and full of hope(New website). Ended up succeeding in work but failed an entire semester of school. I dropped outContinue reading “Goodbye 2019”

Honest

“Honestly depression isn’t kind. It kills people and we know these are facts. Yet we still treat fragile depressed people like shit. Life can really suck sometimes. Like it isn’t all rainbows and unicorns. It’s blood , stress and tears. It’s your mind telling you you’ll never be worth anything. You’re nothing. It’s crying yourselfContinue reading “Honest”