2021

A poem hit by reality 2021 taught me nothing nice I wanted to be nice, I wanted to be kind. So I began filling my life with honest love Spoiling everyone around me Putting smiles on people’s faces But all that was returned was FAKENESS. I tried time and time again to be the changeContinue reading “2021”

❣️Galentines❣️

Don’t have a date this year?! That’s okay get a couple of your single girlfriends together and celebrate galentines day ❣️❤️ . . Go to the movies and see: fantasy island- the perfect anti-valentines day flick Go to the bars- since valentines 🤢 day falls on Friday I’m sure TONS of bars/clubs will be doingContinue reading “❣️Galentines❣️”

Untitled

I can’t wait to finally be SEEN. For someone to look at me and really SEE me . To really know me like I know me. To understand me. To actually listen to me. To notice things about me that I don’t have to tell them. To love me the way I love me. IContinue reading “Untitled”

Lessons

What I’ve learned about myself so much these past 3 years is that , friendships consume me. And not in a good way. I often find people I have zero in common with and become fast “best friends “. I then go over and beyond for them and would kill for them. Only to beContinue reading “Lessons”

Hello the new me

This new me is a me I’ve secretly met many times before. But loudly afraid of reactions and loosing friendships I’ve kept her (closeted). I’ve always come back to her just to keep her hidden away. Safe. She was perfect . Pure. I didn’t want anyone to see her really or to ruin her. IContinue reading “Hello the new me”

James💔

” Jamie. Jameson. James. Is warmth. Like literally happiness and warmth wrapped in a blanket. Is protection feeling so safe and protected against all that is wrong . Is bad jokes and even more so -inappropriate jokes at the wrong times. Is being ever so patient when you’re in a mood ( which is aContinue reading “James💔”

Honest

“Honestly depression isn’t kind. It kills people and we know these are facts. Yet we still treat fragile depressed people like shit. Life can really suck sometimes. Like it isn’t all rainbows and unicorns. It’s blood , stress and tears. It’s your mind telling you you’ll never be worth anything. You’re nothing. It’s crying yourselfContinue reading “Honest”