Goodbye 2019

Here’s the thing, the god honest truth, 2019 was the hardest year I’ve had in a long time. I went fresh into the new year with a new job and a new semester of school and full of hope(New website). Ended up succeeding in work but failed an entire semester of school. I dropped outContinue reading “Goodbye 2019”

Honest

“Honestly depression isn’t kind. It kills people and we know these are facts. Yet we still treat fragile depressed people like shit. Life can really suck sometimes. Like it isn’t all rainbows and unicorns. It’s blood , stress and tears. It’s your mind telling you you’ll never be worth anything. You’re nothing. It’s crying yourselfContinue reading “Honest”

Life

“But what I’m trying to tell you all is life is hard. I mean like actually hard. Especially when you’re a 28 year old broken depressive-anxiety ridden weirdo who thinks she’s gonna die anytime she does anything remotely exciting. But what I’m telling you is life is hard. Especially when you are comfortable with yourContinue reading “Life”

Dear teenage shanise

Your stepdad was right you’re gonna get your heart broken 100 million times over before you even hit 25. You don’t really like party’s or going out. But you’ll do it anyway to just socialize. You don’t like socializing all the time or making new friends. It’s exhausting. You’ve yet to find your tribe. ButContinue reading “Dear teenage shanise”

Late 20s blues

Everyone has gone through it, it’s that time after 25 where you’re not exactly sure what you’re doing in your life or if you’re on the right path. You often feel like a waste of space and like you shouldn’t even be here. I’ve been having a lot of these moments lately. Which is weirdContinue reading “Late 20s blues”