poem
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2021
A poem hit by reality 2021 taught me nothing nice I wanted to be nice, I wanted to be kind. So I began filling my life with honest love Spoiling everyone around me Putting smiles on people’s faces But all that was returned was FAKENESS. I tried time and time again to be the change Continue reading
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Untitled
I can’t wait to finally be SEEN. For someone to look at me and really SEE me . To really know me like I know me. To understand me. To actually listen to me. To notice things about me that I don’t have to tell them. To love me the way I love me. I Continue reading
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Lessons
What I’ve learned about myself so much these past 3 years is that , friendships consume me. And not in a good way. I often find people I have zero in common with and become fast “best friends “. I then go over and beyond for them and would kill for them. Only to be Continue reading
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What I love is….
Rainy days and days that it doesn’t rain but it still smells like it Anything that reminds me of the 90s/2000s and my childhood. I immediately feel safe there Life’s lessons. They’re hard and suck. But here’s the thing life will continue to send you the same lesson until you pass it. Holding hands. Playing Continue reading
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Hello the new me
This new me is a me I’ve secretly met many times before. But loudly afraid of reactions and loosing friendships I’ve kept her (closeted). I’ve always come back to her just to keep her hidden away. Safe. She was perfect . Pure. I didn’t want anyone to see her really or to ruin her. I Continue reading
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